Lego and Origami

My little brother has been enjoying Lego building. He follows the instructions online and can follow them to make the end result. I bought Lego for relaxation and as a mental health aid. Lego helps with mental health as it acts as a distraction to unsettling thought. Like many of my hobbies I often toss it aside for something new. My little brother has begun to enjoy the Lego again and building new piece creation. He has really given the Lego a new home. He even got a Lego gift set for his birthday. He has made all the Lego creations already.
I was thinking that of the similarities between the Lego instructions and that of Origami.
Thus I figured my new hobby would be Origami. I went and bought a set of patterned origami sheets from Amazon.
I have made a crane and a swan. My brother has made a t-shirt.

Iphone notes

Do you not see me?
Do you think its easy
I know my battles are not the same
I know I didnt go through the same road
But cant you see
Its like an ocean crashing

Sometimes its just like lightening
It is what it takes to be someone

You want to forget those moments
And they keeping new ways to get you
I just want to stop the fighting
Just stop its not
As big as your making it out to be

Don't you know the words are hurting me
There worse than lines I could put on myself
I tell you to stop but you just keep going

How beautiful she was

If only she knew

How beautiful she was

The way I stare

The way I wonder

Exhaustion of how much I have to repeat

How beautiful she was

The way I stare

The way I wonder

24 years young

It was my birthday yesterday,

The voices are starting to disappear,

I enjoyed my birthday yesterday, went to a Moroccan restaurant and had a buffet.

Had a pizza party at home.

Comment any questions you would like to ask me below :)

 

Are you listening or Am I still wishfully thinking?

Can I lie my tears on your shoulders?

You were on the phone

Maybe you didn’t hear the words running through my mind

Its like a space between us

Ethnicity, Race, I am useless.

I wonder what I am supposed to do.  

Mind wonder thoughts part 3

Better.
how objects move and they talk to me. How will I get better. She sees stars everywhere and flashes how will she gt better.

She is paranoid. Thinking someone is reading this when I am writing this. As they who know maybe they have nothing better to do, maybe its a superpower. I don't know, but the faster I get better the better my life will get as I can't be dealing with this for the rest of my life. Really I can't.

Will have to ask God that when I get to the pearly gates. Maybe I shouldn't question it.

Not Leaving uni

I have decided to trek on with university ,

who know I might do a PhD.

For now I will just struggle on,

Each day is a challenge for me.

Lets see how it goes.