Psychosis story a bit of a ramble.

FREEDOM
The day NM passed away I watched the news as it broke. NM was a world wide figure a role model fighting for freedom. I had lady birds in my room and I guess they were doing the same, I took them into my house as guests as most will kill them off. The bugs could stay in my house for as long as need be. I stepped outside to look at the stars that day before I has screamed at the boys for taking the bricks and enjoying themselves too much. I had picked up a CD which said GHOSTs and presumed my brother had been taken over by some cult so I shouted outside. Wallace and Gromit wrong trousers was also giving me messages about wearing the wrong trousers. I always find it hard to look for the right trousers to wear. Once on a journey to Canterbury I didn't look back. I took a glance back and thought the strictly come dancing crew were there. I took £100 out of the cash machines as I thought that's how I get on the crew guess I was tricked by Mr Mahogany hes a big business man always has his mysterious ways even if he isn't actually there. I was looking for black trousers as I had put the wrong pair on that day, I had an important meeting my Mr Fellowship. He always wore fleeces, Soil on his fingers showed signs of hardworking hours spent outdoors. Once entering the shop she tried them on the trousers that is. they were good fitted okay even if a bit loose round the waist. The woman upstairs asked if I wanted leopard print tights of course not. I quite like Katy Perry but leopard print tights wasn't quite what I was searching for so I kindly declined. That's the time I bought my Viyella trousers. I had went into a geography shop but he was a monk like bold and slim but he didn't seem that welcoming his crowd never do. I thought of him like a little troll.

The builders outside had Katy Perry on full blast ROAR like an independent women, After leaving I went into the opticians but I guess they didn't know that islamically eye surgery is Haram but just phoning them was fine. The man in the shop wore glasses and what looked like the manager was a women behind him, gave me a card. I enjoyed going in there Canterbury shops always have that sleek look about them.

I found myself at chesterfield and swalecliffe once, trying to get to a 12 o clock meeting with mental health department at uni but found myself at C +S.
I took the risk I guess and had my ticket only to Canterbury. Whistable had a nice beach and that's where I should have stopped I did drop by for a little and glad that I did. On C + S I crossed the the bridge the weather that day was very windy high gale forces. but I wasn't much afraid I felt a sigh of relief on top of that bridge where I felt free. But the speakers told me they were watching me so I crossed the platform and took the taxi back to Canterbury. I am more a local person and shouldn't have asked for a lift from the man at the car wash. they were moving there HQ to Canterbury. While figuring out my bearings I am proud to say I took a glimpse at what looked like the queen who nodded politely at me. The air was rushing. There was black crow marking what worked likes as if to say don't go to McDonald's hahaha.

I did end up in Canterbury through the taxi who I thought what a strange man, a paedophile, and he was out to get me. the cars were following him in pursuit. I imagined this all in my head of course. I gave the man extra money when I got to the glass building, its the money my dad had given me that morning.

When I headed to campus I saw what looked like lookalikes of people - which I thought were lookalikes and bbc news crew there. I was very poorly at this stage but still wanted to work on my project with the guys doing hydraulic fracturing. I gave the CD back to my tutor but laughed so much for no apparent reason.

The Depression Beast had got to much to me that day, I cried and cried and cried.

Cardiff trip

I had a wonderful time in Cardiff, eating good food, and drinking good drinks.

The first day we got to see the town and do a bit of shopping.

We played tree top mini golf which was hilarious.


Had my first halal nandos good.

Where did you go?

Where did you go?
I am sorry I had to run
You should have stayed a little longer
I was scared of the voices.
Two lovers poised

Praying I will you again,
My faith and dedication lost in this journey.

Now hear a lifetime of rustlings
Twisting and turning thinking it will be the day
I will see you again